I should feel happy and honored for being promoted to this new position,,,,,,I am happy for their offer,,,,but I wish I had never being asked,,,,,at this right moment I feel all confused,,,,,,I love my current position,,,,eventho sometimes I get stretched little too much,,,,,but that is not what it matters,,,,, I have GREAT co-workers and the best BOSS ever!!!! I guess that's what's not making me 110% happy with this new chapter in my life,,,,,there are way many positive thing with this new position,,,,,,so what I'm going to do is to try to write every positive thing on this new position and if there is any negativity,,,,then I'll write it down as well,

Positive vs Negative
*First of all and most important,,,,I'll be earning more $$$$
*For those few $$$$ I'll be commuting every single day <-------- This is the number one killer
*New challenges<-------------*Which I have every single day at my current position
*Will be working with media<-------Now this is sooooo cool,,,,cuz that's what I'm majoring in -Massive Communication-
*Will NOT answer phones ANYMORE<-------Very Positive
*Presentation on large groups of individuals<----------*Pleazzzeeee,,,,,piece of cake,,,,I love talking in front of people
*I might be able to have a healthier diet<--------------------*Which I don't care to be honest
*I will be able to see my grandparents more often<----------------*I like spending time with them (specially lunch time,,,yummmm)
*I will meet more people and will be traveling all over the county<---------*I like that too,,,,and who knows,,,,,maybe in one of those meeting I get to meet Mr. Right
*I get to work with old folks<-------------------*But I insist,,,, I LOVE MY CURRENT CO-WORKERS!!!

Ahhhh,,,,well there is no turn back of page,,,,,,so I have to swallow my guts and go on,,,,, as my sista Molly says "Lupe, you are a grown ass woman" and as a "grown ass woman",,,, I have decided that I have to move on and continue my journey,,,,I also know that the Lord put me in this road for a reason,,,,,,,so to learn what is ahead of me,,,,,,this will be my new challenge, my new route,,,,,,and only the Lord knows why he helped me to choose this road,,,,,,otherwise,,,I would be doing the same thing over and over for the rest of my life,,,,,,nah,,,,but at least till Torino 2006,,,,,I guess as I get into my duties,,,,I will be able to re-adapt to my new office, therefore, new boss and new co-workers,,,,eventho I have worked with many of them in the past,,,,,,,,I'm dealing more with the "emotional" part,,,,,is just soooooo hard to let go something that you feel comfortable with,,,,,and that's how I feel with my 2nd family,,,,,very sooo comfortable!!!!!!,,,,,but hopefully after a couple of weeks,,,,,I will have a new family,,,,and I will continue with my life,,,,,,,,,I'm dead tired,,,,so is time for me to hit the mat,,,,,,,till next time,,,,Tata